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12月23日 冬至~why am i here?Dear All:
after one week i came back, i have been recoveried from the so tired trip, and also the so exciting trip since we have no cheers for half year.it was so honey that i lost again when i arrived immediately. Faced to crowded subway,fast moving people and slow moving car,splendid high building,however,all my passion have gone. i aksed myself why.......why i abandoned my fantastic life in NN, why i forced myself to taste lonely,tough,and can't be yourself life. but do not worry about me,dear all,that is the power of the rest impulsion of young blood. i can over it.just ....missing you all again at the day of 冬至 which is the most important one festival in my life because of the last six 冬至's history.
hi LI-"CHU-ZHANG", every 冬至 has us two, and one time only two. it was so nice to meet you at the 1st time off the train. ahhhhhh...and with your great girlfriend. i wonder the girl if is your first real real your girlfriend? it is too complicated for you since you are a good guy especially.you are the so same as the past 6 years. take care! i may fly back to cheer with you next 冬至 even i am in Africa at the day before 冬至.hahaha~~
great QIN-"ZHU-REN",you got the chance to buy whatever i drink finally. :>.....and with your girlfriend too!! definitely unbelievable!!!! take care! and good luck in your......officialdom? hahahahaha.....next time i will buy you chinese "MAOTAI" as you dislike.haha.....
hello Ou and my brother-in-same superviser, you did me many great fewer since i departed. the only i can do just was have a dinner with you this time, and i hope i can do more next. what 's more? buy a house for you all?????hahahahaha
fat Fang! you bought me the lunch that had owed me for one year.....hahahahah. by the way , the lunch in school dining room. hahaha, how can you did that to me!!!!!!!! i think i am VIP to you!!! hahaha any way have nice everyday. warting for you here !!!
sister ZHOU.you are so lucky because of the only sister i met. ha~~it is just a joke. you are much woman more than any time before.hahahah!thank you for your blanketry.otherwise, i may have onthing to covery all the night. so.....you saved my life.......hahah.
hi english man-G! it was your JACK DANIENL that fucked me down at the last night in Han's bar. how can whiskey so strong!! thanks to God that you are very very nice man. so i won't care to drunk agagin next time....By your whiskey.hahahah
hi Irish -K! i did not hope you to be drunk. but i real like the song you song after you were drunk. it is ambivalent to me. a kind person as you must learn to sing before you are drunk......ahhh . may be i will be drunk and sing with you next time i back.:>
hi Spanish-and also a great chinese~david~.it is a legend for me to study Cantonese from a Spanish. And it is a true legend. i can play the game at drinking-table using Cantonese--"ya ,yi, sang, ci,mu.lou,ce,bie gou,si ".hahahahahahaha~~~~~~~~ it is terrific!!!!!!!! you are my teacher.......
think you momo and tongtong you give me the first and the last hug.it was very warm hug. every thing will go on very well with you.good luck goes with the pretty. so you are......
Han~~it is a pity thing that we lost the only football game i can join this time. i wonder it is you lay to me that you won the most game even without powerful me??????? hahahha ???? take your fat care!!!!hahaha~~you are still too young!!!
any way! at 冬至....................missing you all. i am lonely, but not too bad............i know even i have nothing i have you all........
and........i tried to ask some people out to celebrate with me yesterday............but no one~~~~~~
your sincerely no3no4----not handsome not clever 12月5日 祝愿后,迎接前。 忙碌了半个月完成了论坛会议的顺利召开,5星级宾馆两天的生活其实也就是那样,看着对面的motel168,我觉得我在那里可能会更舒服。不过有机会经历经历这样高标准的会议,至少我认为标准不低吧~~·总是能学点东西,其实突然发现, 有些东西也就是那样。虽然这里工资不高不过还是经历了不少的事情,这些机会有的时候很容易,有的时候也很难。
上帝最喜欢和人类开的玩笑就是让你想象不到,这样才可能更好的显示他的力量,一个工作电话让“一滴清晰的雨露”自由跳水般轻盈的融入了我的生活。几乎同时我又遇到了她,同样在网络环境中,就像我们离开时的那样,想了许久,我送上了近两年来我的第一个问候,更让我开心的是,她同样回复了我,简单的问候加上简短的几句对话--对于我来说,凝结了那份怀念,虽然我们早已远离的对方。就是我签名的那句话---在祖国最需要我的地方--谈不上还愿,却放下了悬石,裁剪了弥补不了的遗憾,想念你们过冬·忏。不要问我为什么要忏,有些东西错了就是错了,不管怎么样,总有我错的地方。还是再次简单的祝愿她----祝你快乐。。。。。没有你,我也许就不会在这里。何况在我来4个月后的可以画完这个个不怎么规整的圆,但毕竟是闭合的曲线。
“一滴清晰的雨露”,上帝又和我开玩笑了~~远在我家乡工作的一个外地mm。无厘头的(是都很无厘头,不是我,也不是她)进入我的生活,或者说进入了她的生活,其实表达不清楚的,但是感觉挺好的~~有些感觉开始找回,有些心情开始出现。有些东西我丢失了有几年,雨露说她坚定的要过来的时候,我多了几分期待,毕竟很多朋友说来,都已经看不见踪影。又有点期待,对我来说多了份迎接可能更艰难的明年的勇气。最近不紧忘记了失眠,而且迎来了深度的睡眠--踏实的感觉是因为一种支持的力量。
公司来了两个新同事,感觉人气多了不少~c挺有意思的,也能聊聊天开开玩笑,也许刚见c,她就说自己老。。哈哈哈~~印象比较深刻~~其实我们单位的人都有自己的气质特点,都不一样,不论是e,f,c还是y,g,s。呵呵~~~都不觉得自己的特点在哪里了,这样也挺好的。继续保持低调。。。。。。。
前天看到轨道交通广告说一个偏远的地方,售房,小户型低月供低首付。。。我突然开始衡量租房的代价。。。。。。虽然一闪而过,但是这因该是我第一次认真的思考----------买房!!!!呵呵~~~~看来~很多问题要出现了~~这样的社会这样的城市,还有人愿意和你一起承担吗~??我的答案是有而且很多。。。。这个物质的社会并没有想象的那么物质。 |
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